Me on most valentines days...
As you get older this holiday seems to play a more significant role in your life. When you're a kid, it's all fun and games, but as an adult it be a truly crushing event full of self-loathing and pity. What kind of a day is it for me? To be honest, I don't know. It's a mixed bag for me.
Mixed in the sense that while I am single and currently have zero interaction with any females outside of those within my family, but I also do not have the added hassle of say finding a restaurant, or buying an expensive gift with money I don't have. Either way, being unemployed makes that difficult. For the time being at least, I don't think I mentioned it but last week I got hired on by the Home Depot. I'm just waiting for them to call me back, something they are not that great at.
Either way, I hope everyone enjoys their holiday with whomever they decide to spend it with, I'm not exactly alone and I look at it this way; if it really was meant to be at this time I would already be in a relationship by now, but with all the shit going on in my life right now, it really is not possible, as much I would otherwise. I need to patient I guess.
For all those lonely hearts out there, I'll be your Valentine. Follow @benlaakkonen
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