Being a Dad

 

Silly boy

I've been a dad to two beautiful little kids now for about three years, my daughter is two and a half and my son is going to turn one in a few weeks and in that time I've done a lot of diaper changing 
and bottle feedings and I've come to learn what it means to be patient with someone and how to really care for some one. It hasn't been easy, of course, I have had my share of crash outs and fights with my partner along the way, but that also led to me getting treatment and therapy that have made me a better person so that I can continue to be there for my kids.

 Life is hard, sure, and expensive, but I have been blessed to have my kids to anchor me where I need to be so I can get up every day and face a shitty world of inequality and existential dread as our rights as workers are slowly eroded away because we're all more preoccupied with surviving that we are too tired to fight back against the autocratic demands of Capitalism. 

Not that anyone reads this blog, but if you took the time to check in with me, thanks I guess. I want to write and make some new content, but life keeps catching up with me as I seem to rather sleep more than to wake up and record something new. I won't make any promises but I have some ideas for videos I could make and I hope you all look forward to it because it'll probably be poorly edited with bad sound just like everything else I've made.

Side note: I've been working on an essay and when I do finish it I will record it in audacity and upload it with maybe some magic arena as B-roll in the background. Stay tuned I guess.